Time At Home

These past couple of weeks have been the hardest in my life so far and as usual with me, for no real reason that I can figure out. In order to try and feel better and figure sometimes out, I'm spending some time at home. I took the bus into KW yesterday and he picked me up. Sadly though he then broke up with me which was a little unexpected and occurring at the worst possible time. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would or should have been, I guess because I also knew it wasn't really working. On top of hurt I feel really angry and bitter, which is strange for me after a break-up. One of my thoughts is "I shaved and waxed my legs for this?".